Hi Kathy, I know that the waiting is the hardest part and unfortunately, we are added to a doctors schedule that is probably already booked. I was diagnosed on November 18th, 2014, had surgery on December 10 and did not start chemo until January 23, I had one positive lymph node and I was scared to death that cancer had taken over my entire body. I have graduated to 6 month check ups with my doctor as you will eventually too. Try not to let the negative thoughts in and do things that you love that takes your mind off of things, but please know this YOU WILL BE OK! :) Hugs sent your way!!