Survivor since 2007
I think once you have the first one done, you will be much more confident and relaxed about the subsequent treatments. There is something about the unknown that makes things much more scary. You will do ok, I am confident you are strong and will only get stronger over the coming months. There are a lot more fun things to do in your life but it is an experience, in yours, you will march through. I truly looked forward to the treatments because it meant I was getting closer to being done with it all.
I also looked forward to visiting with the other people who were in the same leaky-boat I was in. We always found something to laugh about or goodies to eat. Bring all your favorite electronic gadgets.... your phone, lap top, etc. You can also bring along a favorite cozy blanket, just make yourself as comfy as possible. I always wore a shirt that buttoned down the front so I just had to unbutton one button so they had access to the port. Hang in there darlin'. Big hugs..... take care, Sharon